Kamna's Blog

Happiness, unlike so strongly believed to be earlier by me is not a state of divine discontent. It is a state of calm. Of wanting to prove nothing. And being sure about what you want, when you want it, and WHY you want it. It is being content with everything you already have. And being realistic and living so totally in the present that there is very little premise to fall back on to a version of a you in the past you no longer relate to and very little premise to aspire to a version of you in the future you refuse to reimagine. Happiness is love and being in love and what it does to your soul with the passing of each day. It is smiling for no reason and letting go of daily trivialities that was earlier such strong stimuli for reaction. Happiness is feeling good about yourself and because of that feeling amazing about everything. Happiness is finding happiness in things and places and faces and sceneries unexpected. Happiness is writing after months and months and not feeling li...

Luls

Constant unrest Anxious heartbeat Overexcited pace Overwhelmed Rides A lifetime in a bus ride Phases don't a sentence make Phrases on the other hand stand some chance Fearless you become Of large black insects Over time It becomes a silent sweep off with a flick of a finger To extinguish an inconsequential life form So sickening to deem the existence any life form for that matter inconsequential But sometimes it is too loud for rational thought Overbearing noise All of it unwanted Excepting the the sweet sound of silence Familiar And comfortable So very comfortable Whoever said writing needed inspiration He sought it feverishly So determined and so righteous And then when he thought it a lost cause He stumbled upon it And it was really great and really cool Because then he wrote really inspired writing Nothing like this Surely

The true measure of character is how one treats those who can do them absolutely no good. If you aren't fired with enthusiasm, you will be fired with enthusiasm. No problem can withstand the assault of sustained thinking. Let no man pull you so low as to hate him. Prior planning prevents piss poor performance. Everything is imaginary. If the only thing keeping a person decent is the expectation of divine reward, then that person is a piece of shit. Diplomacy is the art of letting someone else get your way. If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried. If you're going through hell, keep going. The biggest argument against democracy is a 5 minute conversation with the average voter. Sometimes the problem is in the solution. Most times, the solution is in the problem. There are lies, damned lies and then there are statistics. The appeal of the unknown is to the extent the known is not. Affection is responsible for nine-tenths of whatever dur...

In hindsight, riding the purple tube in the midst of the endless German water park at 4:51 am was a good idea It was a better idea than to be shampooing ham poo whose pace is almost exactly like the chewing motions of a bull's jaw And really, the girl with horse hooves for feet chose to be a blind baby elephant instead of a barren tigress when given the choice Just like sand, it was hard to stay in the confining corners of tightly wrapped fists the shape of a heart Attitude change made all the difference is what was realised The rain clouds formed in slow motion in front of brilliantly yellow eyes The very little droplets that were to cascade down mercilessly were now evaporating defying gravity's stubborn pull It's scary how real a dream can seem because then you can't tell from what's real and the dream. You are luminous you're entire true self is so blindingly bright and the imagination can conjure up any thing 'Any thing' is very promisingl...

We're all victims of our own crimes Rejected pieces Broken smashed pitiful cases Seasons past bruises black and blue Failed remnants of forgettable efforts Forsaken armies boldly dying Bolder than life's arrogant ability to cause brevity Is it an idea you can wrap your arms and legs around so you suffocate it and there's no scope for objection? It it just a platform for you to grow in the most awkward position, inevitable towards dungeons of unprecedented doom? We are all just clouds of convoluted consequence Mixing merging massively molding in one magnificent mountain of moss Disgusting demonic decorations Fierce like fire Wishing upon unopened wounds Writing never needs to imply things Implication is definite and is chased after This writing is like a pond Stagnant, and stubbornly sure, feeling so stable about being stuck These are just words Chewy, edible words you need to quickly spew out before they're swallowed subconsciously Never to be dealt...

1. How narrow minded separating parents behave; they become so insecure, act immature and so full of hate and are shameless enough to advocate hate and want sides to be picked by their innocent children. 2. People's attitudes towards having children. They feel like it's their right to procreate and that at some point you have to "settle down" which unfortunately translates to reproduction. And their anti-adoption outlook, the whole you-can't-love-another-as-much-as-you-can-love-your-own bullshit. It's so ironic then that adoptive parents are more proactive about parenthood. And since when have we become so self-and-what-is-created-out-of-our-nether-regions centred? 9 times out of 10 you love hardest and deepest those things you can never hope to aspire to and that can never be truly yours, and the reason for this kind of love being that powerful is just that - because they're not yours. It's so annoying to see a young, heavily daft, physically beaut...