Still 🩷

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The objectification and romanticization of everyday
Entering a room with a notion to spot something new but that which was already there
To make it a point to rediscover and see with new eyes what never registered to your brain 
To acknowledge that "wow okay the brand of this commode I've sat on for decades is Eagle and there is a little Eagle illustration by it"
The conviction that random waking up to the orange moon is because the moon wanted to see you and descended languidly to rest upon the tall towers just for a midnight rendezvous with you
So that when you do wake up, the sight of the moon is so bewitchingly arresting, that it takes your breath away and all you can do is mirror its warm gaze to the point of it lulling you gently back to sleep
Attachment to tiny corners of rooms that you know you're leaving soon
Furniture moved in big trucks leaving the vacant echo of a freshly quiet flat
The excitement of newness underlined with the undertow of a small sadness in knowing that every episode ends
And a tiny amount of grace for the fact that
If you're not infatuated with life, you're not living it

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