Kamna's Blog

We're all victims of our own crimes Rejected pieces Broken smashed pitiful cases Seasons past bruises black and blue Failed remnants of forgettable efforts Forsaken armies boldly dying Bolder than life's arrogant ability to cause brevity Is it an idea you can wrap your arms and legs around so you suffocate it and there's no scope for objection? It it just a platform for you to grow in the most awkward position, inevitable towards dungeons of unprecedented doom? We are all just clouds of convoluted consequence Mixing merging massively molding in one magnificent mountain of moss Disgusting demonic decorations Fierce like fire Wishing upon unopened wounds Writing never needs to imply things Implication is definite and is chased after This writing is like a pond Stagnant, and stubbornly sure, feeling so stable about being stuck These are just words Chewy, edible words you need to quickly spew out before they're swallowed subconsciously Never to be dealt...

1. How narrow minded separating parents behave; they become so insecure, act immature and so full of hate and are shameless enough to advocate hate and want sides to be picked by their innocent children. 2. People's attitudes towards having children. They feel like it's their right to procreate and that at some point you have to "settle down" which unfortunately translates to reproduction. And their anti-adoption outlook, the whole you-can't-love-another-as-much-as-you-can-love-your-own bullshit. It's so ironic then that adoptive parents are more proactive about parenthood. And since when have we become so self-and-what-is-created-out-of-our-nether-regions centred? 9 times out of 10 you love hardest and deepest those things you can never hope to aspire to and that can never be truly yours, and the reason for this kind of love being that powerful is just that - because they're not yours. It's so annoying to see a young, heavily daft, physically beaut...

There is a very misleading fallacy some of us are led to believe that we require saving. Such a thought process does nothing to increase your self worth, it just makes you emotionally volatile and messes you up real bad. Yet just the knowledge of how bad something is, isn't quite enough for someone to quit it or suppress it. It's fortunate then, that there exists real things that can actually do this healing "saving" we so shamelessly seek. The absolute best thing I can think of that accomplishes this brave act is music. Anyone who likes music enough will tell you that music possesses a very potent power. The beauty of music is in everything. Even a person born deaf would understand the value of music. It's something so intimate and so incredibly personal. I feel like everyone has a rhythm. There's a reason why some people love a certain genre or have an eclectic taste like I do. The sound of silence is music, the most beautiful kind too! Nothing gives more...

Thank the ideal alignment of the stars Thank the way the moonlight weeps through the roof that's tattering The storm has never been so welcome in all its destructive battering The room is oddly bright even through the gloom Resounding, almost audible within the walls, is her will to overcome Her mere presence is fire Friendship with darkness was too comfortable to forego before But yesterday she sat cross legged on the ocean floor Palms, faced towards the bottomless reefs, painted in sheets of scalding snow Eyes burning with the threat of unshed tears And then her heart stopped and panic struck Death became her too but she missed the Blood Soldiers So calling out to them in her meek ethereal voice They found her, and marching hard, brought her back to life Yesterday she hit her lowest point Failure is beautiful because only it could break her And broken now, she could hope again to be fixed The perfect catalyst, it found her, and forced out of her an unfamiliar i...

The future holds a key to your past. The less your future will suck, the more likely you are to safely and surely lock the past where it belongs, behind you. If in the future there is a lot of misery too, it will be like that and you will not be able to let go of your past. The important thing about science is, it does start with an assumption, but it battles it's own assumptions and tries to disprove them. The thing with religion is, it also starts with assumptions, but does not allow any kind of question about the assumptions. That is the big difference. Just like you can't tell the denomination of a currency note just by feeling it, you can't tell the worth of anything just by feeling it. You don't love till you may, you love till you can. We break our own hearts. How much people find something to be something defines to what extent said something is something. For example how much people find something to be funny defines how funny it is. Never argue wi...

It all started when I was washing my feet in the bathroom after a very long and tiring day. I was still not done with the day though, I had a lot more tasks to complete before I could call it a night. For the past week I had been quite sleep deprived and I am someone who pretty much has dreams every night, strange inexplicable dreams that I don't dwell on long enough to remember the details that are mostly so unfathomable it just slips my mind even though it makes so much sense in my head. But it didn't actually start during the feet washing. It must have started a long time ago, but must have been on indefinite pause till my mind picked it back up today. What is "it" you ask? Well, this "it" I am referring to so mysteriously is a thought process. I like to question the reality of things, and the thought process was so quickly done, that I saw the whole idea in its entirety as soon as I was done with the washing of my feet. I thought about how in dreams I...

1. You stop seeking approval. 2. Miserable loneliness gets converted into blissful solitude. 3. You become realistic and begin to be more ambitious. 4. You stop being stupidly hopeful. 5. You realise the beauty of every little thing. 6. You start to appreciate and be grateful a lot more. 7. You get to have long self pampering sessions. 8. You get to be super self indulgent. 9. You become emotionally and mentally stronger. 10. You believe in yourself and feel good about yourself. 11. You start to keep fit for a healthy lifestyle. 12. You ditch the darkness. (Wow that sounds so cool.) 13. You realise the true worth of the ones that love you. 14. You naturally become more responsible towards them. 15. You get to be at peace. 16. You become bulletproof. 17. You get to resolve your inner demons. 18. You become free. 19. You become world wary for the right reasons. 20. You begin to dream big. 21. You become more assertive. 22. You get angry much less often. 23. You fin...