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Still 🩷

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The objectification and romanticization of everyday Entering a room with a notion to spot something new but that which was already there To make it a point to rediscover and see with new eyes what never registered to your brain  To acknowledge that "wow okay the brand of this commode I've sat on for decades is Eagle and there is a little Eagle illustration by it" The conviction that random waking up to the orange moon is because the moon wanted to see you and descended languidly to rest upon the tall towers just for a midnight rendezvous with you So that when you do wake up, the sight of the moon is so bewitchingly arresting, that it takes your breath away and all you can do is mirror its warm gaze to the point of it lulling you gently back to sleep Attachment to tiny corners of rooms that you know you're leaving soon Furniture moved in big trucks leaving the vacant echo of a freshly quiet flat The excitement of newness underlined with the undertow of a small sadness ...
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Richie Rich

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The richest bathrooms have the oldest toothbrushes Luxury is often a pursuit that requires perseverance and an unhealthy dollop of miserliness The relentless decision to choose to be prudent  To always trade today's pain for the sake of tomorrow's rest The constant awareness to prevent unchecked spending Every meal homecooked  Every spray bottle old and refilled rather than repurchased This is how  Old money manages to keep the money While new money loses it Old money saves money and that's how they keep the money It's when you underline your eyes too much that you end up overlining them
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💔

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Do you recall who you were before the trauma that led you take your own life? Why couldn't you? Is a question I'll never get answered Never in the sense that I never will encounter your soul, the same very one  All I have is your ghost for the rest of my life I can't reconcile That I couldn't be the one who you could lean on In your worst times You knew you had only one way out The untimely suddenness of you being gone Is all I have I have to sit with my incapacity for nights many more beyond the wee hours of three Unanswered questions  I hope to understand  But it seems futile Another mother mourns a child gone too soon Another mentor sobs through sheets A bad dream I refuse to close my eyes and once again see
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Blooming 🌱

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It’s predictably every January The psychological shift mentally That this year will be different More resolve to achieve archived aspirations I feel a new shift, different from Januaries past This version of me is more frugal than ever The indulgence mindset dissolving away Every decision not wrought with impulse Rather a cautiousness that what will come easy won't last A peace, a serenity, acknowledgement that what lasts won’t come easy Your share of the pie is reserved for only you to devour But endure you must The delays, the trials, the foreshadowing and signs of slowly unraveling dreams  Faith, perseverance and positivity in your little colourful fanny pack This is the path most exquisite The learnings abundant This is my dharma and I will not shortcut it
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2-3-5

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Say stop For if uninterrupted I may keep talking "Listening intently The coffee steaming Your story must go on" I'm done Just about finished You may go now, dear "You're wonderful So much endeavoured Yet your feet stay grounded" Thank you Much too kind Hope to see you later
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If it's too cold to step in, how about don't?

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Time to confess About how big your courage is Does it permeate into scary new waters? Does it falter too, like mine? Like leaning back against a settee that moves with your movement Proving its unreliability and your misjudgement spontaneously Like revealing secrets in the dark and realising with great shock it was just the black curtain before the keenly listening silent audience Proving its fallacy and your foolish folly spontaneously
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Momentarily Mountainous

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“You’ll move mountains with that persistence” Sure, assuming I persist consistently Which is a big if What if the mountain doesn’t want to be moved? Its immobility is its strength. It’s my mountain but everyone’s watching They all want to know how I’ll overcome it. But I ask of them Show me your mountain too Let me see it budge by you Monkey see monkey do
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